Friday, September 11, 2009

What to say...

eight years ago I woke up to a frantic phone call from a friend. Josh said, "TURN ON THE TV!!" I turned it on and couldn't believe my eyes. The World Trade Center has been hit, the Pentagon too! Is this really happening. I called out frantically to Jon. In those days we were carefree college students. We were sleeping in as we normally did. We didn't have class until after noon. We both worked jobs that we would work until well after midnight most nights. So being woken up at 9 am by a frantic friend was alarming enough. Jon came out...in a daze. We watched for hours the horror of the day unfold. As I got ready for class, we received word that some classes were cancelled. I went to mine. We sat idly in the classroom...discussing who had done such a horrible thing, why, for what? How many people did this great nation lose? We tried to purchase a flag...no where in town were they available! I watched the TV for weeks on end. It was a daze. I remember the families. The mothers, fathers, brothers, and sisters that wouldn't return home that day. Every year I try to focus on my brothers birthday which happens to be today, but it has never been the same. My poor brother...he lives with the memory of his sad and horrible 20th birthday every year. So to celebrate those who lost thier lives today, eight years ago, I pray.

To Michael....happy birthday! I love you. Enjoy your day.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

my first bf goal reached! :)

I am sure many of you out there don't really want to talk about my breasts...I understand. However, I am happy to report that Rhys and I made it to my first breastfeeding goal! 3 months tomorrow. As some of you may know, I did not bf Gavin. I have regretted it immensely! So I have set small goals this time. Rhys is a pro breastfeeder. So much so that he was completely refusing the bottle a couple weeks ago. However, now he is switching back and forth like a champ. Working and bfing is a whole nother situation. I can tell already that it takes dedication and hard work! We hopefully will make it to the next goal (6 months)! Wish us luck.

In other news, Rhys is three months old tomorrow. My brother will be 28 and being at work is about the same as always. :)